Thursday, January 26, 2006

Mid-Life Crisis


I think I finally reached my mid-life crisis.

For the past five years, I have wanted nothing but turmoil-less life.

For the past two years, stability in the Cholotto household has pretty much been reached. Yeah, we quibble and we fight. Yeah, there are times when Bratworse can strangle me, and there are times when I would consider stopping the car and leaving her whereever we might be. However, the times that are peaceful, loving and supportive far outweigh the bad times.

As for my professional life, I wanted a life of ease, of no stress, of having a job (not career). Well, I managed to hook one of those jobs. I get to work a 38-1/2 hour week, go home and forget about work, work at my own pace, what else should a woman ask for?

Well, it turns out that my wishes don't seem to fulfill me enough.

I'm bored and need some new challenges. Bratworse wants me to write. I kinda do too, cause there's a euphoria that comes with writing. But at the same time, writing scares me dreadfully.

*sigh*

Hope Bratworse can put up with my listlessness and put up with the fact that I'll be perking up on Feb. 14th, but because of Fight Night Round 3 release and not VD.

 
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3 Responses to "Mid-Life Crisis"
  1. sugarmeesweettt said...
    1:17 PM

    I have to smile at your comment no stress no drama life of leisure where everything falls into place and no worries. Then I laughed cause you said you are bored not with life but with the ease of it. Goodness, I am there I am happy I have all that I could want and more and me I think what can I do for someone else. The need to help others and to make them smile or bring joy to thier lives is all . I know i am rambling but i sit and think wow what could possibly make someone truly happy ?

  2. sugarmeesweettt said...
    1:18 PM

    I have to smile at your comment no stress no drama life of leisure where everything falls into place and no worries. Then I laughed cause you said you are bored not with life but with the ease of it. Goodness, I am there I am happy I have all that I could want and more and me I think what can I do for someone else. The need to help others and to make them smile or bring joy to thier lives is all . I know i am rambling but i sit and think wow what could possibly make someone truly happy ?

  3. resigned idealist said...
    2:50 PM

    Games games and more games, Sugarmeesweett

 

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